It’s too hard to understand
Too hard to comprehend
Too hard to deal with
Flashbacks, nightmares, betrayal, rage,
Replayed over and over again in mind,
Do not understand why you would do this,
Why the chain of command protects him
Why the chain of command ruined my career
While promoting him,
Why NCIS does nothing

It’s wrong, you knew this
You knew that I did not want to have sex
With you and you raped me,
You took everything that I believed in,
Trust, Safety, Honor, Courage, Commitment
Brother and Sisters fighting the enemy
And stomped that into the ground,

Then the chain of command broke me more
By telling me that I deserved to be raped,
That I was nothing more than a walking mattress,
That it was fine that he raped me
And that they were not going to do a damn thing about it
Then when he straight up admitted to raping me
And NCIS did nothing they even broke me more
I am sick of flashbacks, nightmares, grief, betrayal,
I do not understand why people protect you
I do not understand why the chain of command protects you
I do not understand why NCIS protects you

You are nothing but a rapist
You do not deserve to be serving this country
Your ass should be in jail
How many other women have you raped,
Because the chain of command does not do
A damn thing

Why can’t the damn Senate, House, President
Do the right thing and sign executive order?
What are they getting out of protecting rapists
Like you?

Author: shellback0608

Julie "Jewels" is an Author, Poet, Nia Blue Belt, Green Belt, White Belt dance instructor, Reiki Jin Kei Do Energy Healer, and advocate. When she is not writing, you can find her learning new Nia routines, listening to healing music, taking photographs, playing with her dog and spending time with her friends and family.

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