Forever Changed


I was forever changed on the day

That he decided to take me

I thought that I could trust him,

I thought that he was my friend

I did not know what sex was,

I did not know what porn was,

I did not want to have sex with him.


He took me into the bathroom,

Next thing I know he was shoving something

In my mouth.

I was crying and choking,

He did not care that I was choking and crying

I did not understand why he hated me so much

He just kept shoving it in my mouth


Next thing I know is that we are up in his bedroom

And he is on top of me, inside of me

It hurts so bad and I did not want this to happen

I am frozen, outside of my body and crying

I have left my body, wishing that I was up in the sky


He threatens me

Tells me that if I tell any one that he will kill me and my family

I do not ever say a word until I am in high school


That day changed my life forever.

Author: shellback0608

Julie "Jewels" is an Author, Poet, Nia Blue Belt, Green Belt, White Belt dance instructor, Reiki Jin Kei Do Energy Healer, and advocate. When she is not writing, you can find her learning new Nia routines, listening to healing music, taking photographs, playing with her dog and spending time with her friends and family.

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