I was forever changed on the day
That he decided to take me
I thought that I could trust him,
I thought that he was my friend
I did not know what sex was,
I did not know what porn was,
I did not want to have sex with him.
He took me into the bathroom,
Next thing I know he was shoving something
In my mouth.
I was crying and choking,
He did not care that I was choking and crying
I did not understand why he hated me so much
He just kept shoving it in my mouth
Next thing I know is that we are up in his bedroom
And he is on top of me, inside of me
It hurts so bad and I did not want this to happen
I am frozen, outside of my body and crying
I have left my body, wishing that I was up in the sky
He threatens me
Tells me that if I tell any one that he will kill me and my family
I do not ever say a word until I am in high school
That day changed my life forever.