Recently, I wrote a poem about reaching out and asking to talk to a friend and she told me that is something that I need to talk to therapist about. That really hurt me because I was just wanting someone to listen and to just be there for me. I was not asking that person to do therapy. I see a therapist that I pay to talk to. So I have decided that I am not going to reach out to friends and ask to talk to them any more. I guess that I need to pay someone to listen to me and that hurts me. But I guess that is the way it has to be.
I am going to stick with writing and creating videos. The only person that I will talk to is the therapist that I pay to listen.