Forever Changed

 

I was eleven years old,

When he decided to take me

I thought that I could trust him,

I thought that he was my friend

I did not know what porn was,

 

He took me into the bathroom,

I was crying and choking,

He did not care that I was choking and crying

I did not understand why he hated me so much

He did not care that I was crying

He did not care that he was hurting me

 

Next thing I know is that we are up in his bedroom

And he is on top of me,

I am frozen, outside of my body and crying

I have left my body, wishing that I was up in the sky

 

He threatens me

Tells me that if I tell any one that he will kill me and my family

I do not ever say a word until I am in high school

 

That day changed my life forever.

I learned what hate was and did

Not understand why he hated me so much.

 

Author: shellback0608

Julie "Jewels" is an Author, Poet, Nia Blue Belt, Green Belt, White Belt dance instructor, Reiki Jin Kei Do Energy Healer, and advocate. When she is not writing, you can find her learning new Nia routines, listening to healing music, taking photographs, playing with her dog and spending time with her friends and family.

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